Sunday, December 28, 2008

Emotion fools ?

wats the best things we have... our relationships!
at times i completely fail to understand what it takes to have a perfect relation?
understanding, love, support...blah blah blah....
where do we draw a line...

its strange, its strong, its private, its emotion!

at times there is no answer as to why we go so extreme... why can't it jus be the way it started?
there are pros and cons in all... a little do i understand about where really we wrong or which element is lacking?

be it a father - son relation, a mother - daughter in law relation, or a lovers relation, whats the most common factor? FEELINGS...

theres a big WHY? is my head... is'nt there a mid way? a way where things have a solution? does it really has to get so bad?

WHY do children abandon their parents?
WHY do lovers break up?
WHATS with this WHY?

are things really so complicated? why do we call ourselves so intelligent if we cant handle relation?

REALTIONs are really simple, it all needs is nourishment!

to be continued...

Saturday, December 20, 2008

queer emotions...

im some one who is constantly on the search to find a clue of what i really need and what i really want...perhaps what i really wish... i need some time for stuffs to get registered in my mind...
i forget a lot of irrelevant things to me very quickly...
eheh...amnesia we call it... but to make myself feel better i say im a "little forgetful"
im on a continuous roller coaster of thoughts...

at times they mean nothing to me, no relevance to me, my imagination can cross miles in fraction of a second,,, a whole world of events....

i always walk with my eyes glued at the sky...bump in to alot of thing becoz of that...fractured my foot too...but may be i jus keep creating an invisible design of HAPPINESS on it...
WOW!!!
its all mine :P

my thoughts and emotion are so abreast with each other that which one overtakes whom is a million dollar question ...

suddenly from makin a canvas i see down on the earth...where my feet touches ...

i then feel the pinch of reality... but hey i still feel happy for that extra large imagination of mine...

its difficult to understand at times what we really want!!!

in the midst... of the smile we have
why cant we?
just lay our hands on the sky so wide...
its so simple my love,
to be in your arms,
no matter how far.... no matter how close,
we will live side by side!!!

but once again i see...
the colors in your eyes....
its a never ending sight...
for i wana be with you together... oh my love


Life listed...lifes list

There is always a dream we have...
there is a wish always to be fulfilled...
i cant recall the last time told myself these things neva happen...
i dnt believe at times its best to let go...
i neva say it cant...
let me try harder...
lets get it done...
its just a step away...
perceive it as i do...
and then its simple...COZ i can do!!!

the below mentioned are certain things that i wish to do in my years to come...some might even fade as i grow...i might even add a few in the events in future...but as of now...its the best for me...


Its a CraZeE list....form the crazee thee :)

  1. Learn horse riding and own a horse
  2. Ride my own horse to my office or a 5 star hotel...on the streets on mumbai
  3. Will own an animal farm
  4. Will have my own company
  5. Be a member of an Old age home and work towards adding value to those peoples life
  6. Want to be part of some meaning ful awareness programs
  7. Get a house big enough so that i can play hide and seek or skate with my kids in
  8. Meet Mohammad Ali or any of his family member or buy a large poster of his and put in my house
  9. Go to some of worlds best animal Safari
  10. Learn Some yoga and practice make it a part of my daily routine
  11. I genuinely will do something to help animals
  12. Ride an ostrich
  13. Go for a nice dinner with the man i love an underwater restaurant in Maldives
  14. Make a physical sport a part of my daily life
  15. Buy s sexy bicycle of BMW
  16. Wear a bikini on a beach
  17. I have this crazy wish of being the face of a cosmetic beauty product for skin in a tv ad
  18. Learn to speak Arabic language
  19. World tour with my mom dad and bro and sis...
  20. Play every possible sport under the sun at least once
  21. Do a tango dance or may be anyother dance (not indian ) with ma better half in front of at least 50 to 100 people and be appreciated :)
  22. Stand for an election may be for a MLA at the age of may be 35-40 when im financially strong (cant let it go easily as that was my first aspiration in life.. to be leader and represent people)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

An evening with the Adorable

it’s like any other Sunday, started at 12.30, it’s the normal timing on a Sunday to get up. Every one’s busy getting ready to go to my aunt’s place for visiting my granny.

me and my younger bro were jus too lazy to go outta the house (being lazy is very usual for both but more for him as he is real fat and adorable :)

in any case all family members finally left and we both stayed back...

i did some work and then both played PS2 and still had loads of time left...it was 6.00 pm by now...

we both were dead hungry (that’s usual too for both but more for him as he is real fat...ahh u guessed it right !!! ^_^)

i told fujju (thats ma bros pet name) to go and call the pani puri wala bhaiya.. he ran and got him in 5 min...our mouths were watering by now :P looking him make those yummy delicious puris…

We ate countless plates of pani puri...

We still had loads of time in our hands to fill in hence we cud go for cycling...

Finally we left home...

he rode the bicycle till joggers (thats a big big deal...not for me but yes for him coz he is real fat...ahh u guessed it right again !!! ^_^)

finally he said that on our way home we will take the cycle in a rickshaw...trus me i laughed like never before.... woahohohoho...

he then sat at the amphi theatre at carters and i took the cycle :)

it’s real nice riding a bicycle…peaceful…and good for health…

neva the less I rode for like 3 hrs…

after every 15 min I use to come back to check on him…and he use to be sitting there like a lil cute teddy soft toy that wud’nt move unless u want him to…

eventually we went and picked up dinner…

back home…

I did all the cleaning and fujju helped me too J

He can be a sweet heart at times…

We ate and then after shower started watchin a movie…

By that time it was 12.30 am…

At times we all just see around for friends, ppl u can hang around with, list of parties in our town…we actually ignore our closest buddies…!!!

People who are close to us are often taken for granted…not becoz they stay wit us…but may be becoz somewhere deep inside our hearts we know they will always be with us no matter wat!

And so may be we dnt feel the need to spend much time with them