Sunday, November 23, 2008

Say with words

Im writing this on the spur of the moment. I myself dont know at times what my mind is thinking...
im very impulsive it does result in my favor at times...so confused like i need a court to take decisions for me...
i can go crazee and do stuff u jus dnt expect from me...the FUn is in being what you are and accepting what you have...
At times i just hate it... like things which are imperfect...
like my living place...i at times try and make myself believe that this is not MINE!!!
the people who i live with...i try and avoid their existence...and so on...
but a at times i feel why cant things and people and surroundings be like i have in my mind...
why cant the just be perfect...
a cleaN surrounding, literate people...blah blah...
but then was this i was made for...?
having a perfect life from the start,,,
may be this is where our imperfections come in the picture...
where we need to work...
i hate to confess all this...but then this is true...
if i wont accept them who will...wat eva they are, who ever they are...i am a part of it...i am a part of them...
but may be this day had to come...after alot of pondering,...as if it was a sudden days change ..like an angel came and whiepered in ma ears...The Fun is in being the way you are...and all these things made me who i was...regardless of wateva they are...
The feeling of loving your imperfections is way beyond content...
it washes all your regrets...
teaches you that it will improve if you love them...
i really dono if its making sense and all...
but this is the best way i can put it...
i love my imperfections...like at times i dono a meaning of a word and i wouldnt care i find out the meaning eveb if i needed to ask a hundred people...
sometimes people might say ur so dumb...but hey who the hell knows everything under the sun...
if loving your imperfections and changing them to your strengths is being dumb...then the best thing i do is smile...and it doesnt matter to me...coz i knw i jus love them and they love me,,,

2 comments:

deeps said...

that's sth i think is fentastic ...
there s a novlty in it ...
one always follow the fixed pattern, the mind knows it, sure..
but heart has its reason too ... that reason doesnt know!

i wonder if someone is just out of the oven to do this or that, and that only!

Shaina said...

true...
at times its real simple....